Damn. I haven't updated in a really long time ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being sad.

I have no desire to share my thoughts and daily happenings with non mutual friends. Therefore, from now on...


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You don't just delete people from your life, at least not people that consider you a friend and thought that the sentiment was mutual. Unexplained. Unreasonable. Undeserved. There's no way for me to be there for someone that doesn't want me to be there for them. I still don't know what triggered this. If you really feel I deserve this somehow, give ( Read more... )

Halloween is my favorite holiday. I should have spent it celebrating somewhere.I had the options too which makes it all the more sad ( Read more... )

Ignorance is bliss.

I am really needy ( Read more... )

I'm here typing from Tampa. Feeling so much better. Good company, anticipating good food. It's amazing how my feelings can just lift so suddenly. I feel like myself again. :)

Interesting weekend. Stressful job. Hurricane lurking. MDCPS, fuck. Experiments, yay. Insanity, nay. Easily swayed and disappointed. Unreachable, broke and nostalgic. Immune system starting to malfunction. Instant pleasure. Love Maxi, giving up on channel surfing. Reading ( Read more... )

There is so much to say and no way to express it. In many ways I feel like I've grown this summer and then something happens to make me feel like I've taken two steps back. There are clouds of uncertainty and when I reach feeing calm, a storm of emotion soon follows. I question. I don't get answers. I think I'm starting to plateau (can you even use ( Read more... )