since 2007 started i realized how strong i actually am.
i just need to put my game face on.

shadow's gone. paul isn't talking to me anymore. all in one day.

MY BOYFRIEND K HAS A GF ( Read more... )

i need to start writing more ( Read more... )

I am only protecting myself.

I roll with the punches.

so many things have happened
i'm just numb now. it's okay.

I feel wonderful. Honestly I do,
even with the tears behind my eyeballs.
Last night was the last day of November.
Today is the first day of December.
I started to feel nauseous last night with an hour left of November.
I had a dream about Ian. It was Thanksgiving.
We were sitting in front of each other.
I stared at him for a long time,
I knew he was ( Read more... )

you're me now, it feels good doesn't it?

I saw Stranger Than Fiction twice.
I loved it equally both times.
I could go on and on about it.
I saw it the first time with Bianca
then again with Christina and KTC.
I saw Borat last night with Christina and N8.

I don't think I'll ever really get used to
the way the holidays are now.

I'm not hungry. I don't care anymore.

if you don't want someone to know something
don't make it so completely obvious @#$%^&*