and today I woke up , and for once in my life i just smiled because I'm so over you :)

<3 3

things have never been better :)

Party at my sisterS!

It should be fun .. Im most definetly looking forward to it:)!

And im supposed to go out 2 dinner with carl before, aww i havent seen him sence we graduated :)

and my ass hurts!

i went on a 16 mile bike ride yesterday ugg!! hah .. but im definetly hoping to do it more often

I just want to scream...

i so sick of listening to your problems ..

its always the same

and always rediculous, not only because of the problem

but because everything was with me .

_ i think i need a break from u

FAith hurry up and get ur butt up here! hah

<3

It has definetly been a while sence i've updated. .

I really dont feel like i have much to say..

but i need to let some stuff out somewhere.. what better than to do it here.

I hate it here. I dont think that I really have anyone to relate to, i try so hard to fake a smile, so hard to pretend nothings wrong, and i hope and pray that someday, he won't ( Read more... )

Dear andy..

I think that u have ruined my life forever ... :/ maybe not intentinally ..but it happened..

<3
me.

:(

wow, its definetly been a while. needless to say things are never getting beter for me. I got sucked back into thinking he "actually cared" agian . . when is this gonna end ( Read more... )

bored, so i stole this from jamie hah ( Read more... )

 well .. i havent really written in here in a while .so i figured i would..

i feel like everythings just so shitty. i stupidly tryed to call andy today ... gayy hah he was like hey and hung up on me immidiatly after he heard me say hey and knew who it was, shitty hah , well w/e .. i guess maybe ill try agian in a couple months, maybe i wont .

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i've been thinking a lot lately ...

and it sucks.. :/

Going to my grandma's then possibly heading over to club kups, I miss my favorite boyys!

--I wish thing's could start going my way for once..

chunky d ... my knukles hurt! and im sorry i beat u up so bad , and i <3 u! and please stop being mad at me .. .at least ur hand isn;t the size of a golf balL! hah.. or ur face lmao!

i really do love u!

dont hate me , im 2 cute hah