I had a really good couple of days...no worries, no fears, no depression. It was so nice to just be able to relax without that heaviness on my mind. I felt close to my husband, at peace in my home, and content with my job. Yesterday I had a good day and had my first appointment with Dr. Dyers at Choices Outpatient. He is pretty sure I don't ( Read more... )

Ever since Zadie moved out of our bedroom and into her own crib, I have had recurring nightmares about her being trapped, in danger of death. I used to dream that she had fallen out of our bed and was trapped in a blanket between the bed and the wall, suffocating. I would wake up from my dream and find myself frantically pawing at the empty floor ( Read more... )

The Gebhard Woods Dulcimer festival is happening next weekend in Morris. Sat. and Sun. we are playing at Gebhard Woods state park. Not sure what time, but there will be a lot of different acts all featuring either mountain dulcimer or hammered dulcimer. Check it out if you get a chance!


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We got so much done on our fence yesterday! Brandon's best friend Jerry and his brother Dale came over to help us, and we set 15 fence posts in Quikrete, bringing the grand total to 27 posts, about 3/4 done! I'm glad we were able to take advantage of the good weather and get a lot done. The hardest part is almost over, and it's fun to see the ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am officially three working days away from being done with Wal-mart. May 29th is my last day, then on June 1 I start my new job. I have been with Wal-mart almost 4 years (Jun 25), so leaving is kind of a big deal for me. I was starting to think that I was unemployable anywhere else ( Read more... )

Oh journal...I haven't really forgotton you ( Read more... )

I am at Jeremiah Joe's. Come hang out with me! You might want to call first and make sure I am still here though.

Things are good. For the first lengthy period in my relationship with Brandon, I am utterly at peace. And that is pretty weird considering how events are unfolding.

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It's official! Brandon and I are getting married on July 28th this year. (Which is coincidentially my 23rd birthday. Best. Birthday. Present. EVER!) Andrea, you need to e-mail me your phone number at joycitalindadee@gmail.com or else call me. I need to talk to you about details. Lauren, is your address still the same?

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I am the livejournal prodigal, I think. I haven't been on here in so long, you probably all forgot about me.

I am posting to announce:

BRANDON AND I ARE ENGAGEDWe will be married this July, not positive which day yet. The guest list will unforunately be very small since we are paying for this ourselves. So, I apologize to all of you who would ( Read more... )