like a nad woman! I had to make myself stop for tonight, but this weekend I want to get everything taken care of!

which is causing me to not be focused in anything I do. It is so close, yet so far away. All the emotions that wind up inside you everytine there is a reunion is unreal. From excitement to nervousness, it all consumes you until your SO is in your arms safe and sound.

Mom was here. We had a great time. I have been busy getting the apartment ready for DH. He will be home in about 15 days! I know everything I am doing will change again when we move everything TN in May, but at least he will come home to something ( Read more... )

The doctor gave incorrect info to my parents and my Dad's cancer is Benigne! It is a relief but this guy needs an A$$ wiping!

Okay so as I had said my Dad has been diagnosed with Cancer well I found out this AM that my sister's cancer has come back. An my other sister had her children taken away(which is a blessing in disguise). Can we say an emotional break down. It is during these times I wish DH was around or in a similar time zone so I could confide in him when I find ( Read more... )

My dad said if the weather is nice he is not goign to come down to CT for my open house so he can see DH. I am so angry because he has only seen him one(the wedding) and now he has an opportunity to see him while he is on leave and he wont unless it is raining. That is such BULLSHIT!!!!!

but it only brought more worry and sadness. My father was diagnosed with skin cancer had it removed and now is told there is more and it is malingnant. SO we sit and wait to hear more. I never saw this coming. But I know i can get through this and I will be there for my parents and brother.

When I found this out I nearly fell over. I graduated with her and her husband. I also just moved back from Romania. Can we say the US needs to rethink allowing Romanians to come over on vacation. Domestic Violence is extremely high over there and is now following the ones who get away for education here.

Apr 2, 11:32 PM EST

Widow, Father Deaths ( Read more... )

and I am up. I can not sleep tonight. My bed seems extra empty tonight. Thank goodness I do not have to be at work till 12pm today or I would be in trouble ( Read more... )

changing time. I knew it was this weekend, but I forgot too! Okay so today I was really bad and didn't get up to talk to DH. I slept until 12pm. OOPS! The weird thing is that this is the first time in 6months I have slept this late.

Anyway, I am going to try and motivate myself to go running for a little while.