So much is going on right now...I don't know if I am coming or going. I am not gonna pretned that people actually will read this or that they will care but I dunno. So new boyfriend right...going well as far as I can tell. I think hes amazing and i can't wait for this to get started or finished. I want him to get here and decide if he wants me so ( Read more... )

Come on, oh my star is fading ( Read more... )

So it was my first weekend alone in ann arbor and i really really love this town...but I think its gonna be a lonely fucking summer. There is a boy i sorta dig and he lives litterally like 1 block away but I fear he won't llike me when he meets me,he will be disappointed and like not ok with the way I look. I am going job hunting again like monday ( Read more... )

So i had an awesome evening with a nice guy the other nite. It was really good. Cuddled kissed blew him...and now for some reason hes not returning phone calls or anything...and i usually a hookup is A. opver quickly. B. no cuddling involved at least not with me...and C. I don't usually kiss them. ANd he was all about me staying the nite...but i ( Read more... )

ok so as many of you know i am currently homeless...well thats an exaggeration.....I'm at my mom's house and i am moving in the with the wonderful Mar. Which should be interesting considering we have to share a bed and a room......not so much excited about sharing a room with a boy I am not intimate with. shit I am nto so excited about sharing a ( Read more... )

So i never update this crappy thing but i guess I should make more of an effort to do so. So whats new? ummm my bestfriend is continously blowing me off, I have no money, I have a speeding ticket to pay for, no boyfriend and everyone else around me does, ummm lets see here, the fattest I have ever been in my whole life, very helpless feeling, no ( Read more... )

YAY i think my stupid fucking internet is finally fixed. I dunno what the problem was. JEESH! haha i have a funny story. I was talking to this boy named TAylor online or whatever and for whatever reason he blocked me...haha so i made a new screen name and i am filling his head with mularchy and i am gonna make him fall in love with me or whatever ( Read more... )

I am sitting at my mom's house and thinking of all the past summers here. I know I am gonna miss living out here but I mean I can't wait for this summer to start. It smells like screen doors and clorine here. It smells of laundry soap from washing pool towels adn it smeels like banana pudding blizzards from DQ. It smeels like fresh cut grass and ( Read more... )

12 days to Nelly encounting ( Read more... )

So I tried to give blood today right...being a good perso and all. I couldn't give blood for 2 reasons.....1. I have the lowest iron level the nurse has seen in 10 years and still standing and functioning...she told me to go home and eat the rarest steak i could...2. I had a rainbow bandana hanging from my bag. I amstill trying to figure out ( Read more... )