i've seen a man ran over, watching his body tumble under the wheels of a car. an image some people would have nightmares about for years but if you ever sat me down and asked me if i'd ever seen someone hit by a car or it came up in a conversation. i wouldn't recall a time when i had.

i'm all drugged up and living off of rainbow sherbet. so tired sleep now.....bye

If a bank robber came in and told you that they had a partner at your house ready to kill your family if in ten minutes you had not successfully cleaned out the volts and they had gotten away. how do you think they would react if you said you didn't care and then went as slowly as possible? or if you told them go ahead or told them to kill you. ( Read more... )

i love my dad

chris: i love coco and she's in the backseat while i'm driving down the street (in lets make fun of good charlotte's voice)
Robert: i love coco, i love coco (screaming)
tristan: this ain't i love coco emo song (stoned)
*i felt the love

i feel empty.

so ya i went to the doctors some day this week, tuesday, maybe...okay that works. and so i'm there and i now get to remove my tonsils because they are way too big for my little neck. and we think that we found out that i have acid reflex disease and thats why i've been so sick for the last 5 years and so now that there is so much damage i have to ( Read more... )

i hurt i want to die. pain...grrr. not really but it does hurt. i want to go hiking with jaho and meditate, i haven't found my chi in a long time. i need to i'm being mean again. find your inner peace.

sitting there watching him ( Read more... )

i went yesterday to the doctors. you would think i would be used to it by now but well i'm fine almost the whole way through. i walk in, check in, get called in, take my temp., make fun of my weight, go in the room and sit, and then the doctor comes in and i feel like a little kid again. sitting there waiting...talking with uncertainty. i hate ( Read more... )