i met the devil last night ( Read more... )

my uncle shane (victor) suprised me by coming down to cali. i was so excited i almost cried. i decided monday when i was at the tattoo parlor with amiee that if i were ever to get a tattoo it would be in honor of him. my uncle and i are really close. for years i never felt i belonged in my family, to this day i still feel a bit of an outcast. but ( Read more... )

i ordered my prom dress today i'm so excited...got tierd of looking at all the poofy stuff so it's slinky and sexy and makes me want to say damn.

Streaks of bloody red swirl 'round my finger tips, following the rythm down between your hips, tracing the body that once embraced mine. crashing into a deep, deep sea of ecstasy only fulfilled by your men, your cool blue breath enters my soul encircling my mind, touching the inner animal chasing you like a cat on the prowl of the green monster ( Read more... )

i went to franks house, way fun. i saw my buddy john S. i didn't realize how much i missed him. i also hung out with some other people i used to kno. *tear i miss those days. i started drinking at 2 and i didn't stop until i saw that clock hit the 2 again. jessie threw amie a surprise birthday party and it was my job to stall her until 10 and i so ( Read more... )

i loath the phrase "i'm sorry" you hear it so many times that it means nothing to you. people say so much shit to make you feel better but turn around and do nothing to prove what they say. liars, why do people lie for no reason, to look cool for someone else. who cares! if you don't like who you are then change it and if you can't then learn to ( Read more... )

oh ren fair, you never stop changing things up for me. i have a massive choice on my hands should i travel to the cheese state for the summer leaving california in its prime (july-september) or lay in the sun with my friends and get a job down here. i want to try a new thing for a while but it would be during the last couple months of good times ( Read more... )

Thank you for helping me become who i am today. Thank you for staying as long as you did, because we all know you are where you always wanted to be with your wife, lovey. NEVER FORGOTTEN. I love you.
RIP. Uncle Alex

I sit in a class of familiar faces and names but how well do i know these people, at one time i did know them, their favorite foods,songs,and other bullshit. i've grown accustom to the little things they do day in and day out. But how well do i really know them now. Is the reason why we move on from one friend to another, letting one fade into the ( Read more... )