well, there we go then. home. for here i have always returned.

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with ( Read more... )

I wrote this in my blog, but i thought it might do well here ( Read more... )

jack johnson basically says everything i think in my heart. love is the answer to allll the questions of my heart, too. its all so sad really. atleast ill be in the sunshine. its crazy how love only comes when there isnt enought time in all the universe to slow down, and yet it leaves you just when you get comfortable. ill really miss him. i keep ( Read more... )

so ive decited that ryan is basically the best thing that has happened to me this last year. its like coming out of a smoke filled room into fresh air; its so easy to breathe. im just happy and i smile all the time now. so life delt me some pretty frickin huge lemons, and well, ryan has truely helped me to make lemonade. sounds cheezy, but, ive ( Read more... )

its so amazing how life works. everything seems to be falling into place and i cant rub my eyes enough to make it real. school works, work rocks, friends are fun, happiness restored, and im thinkin that dating is ok finally. and you know, i noticed today that ive been more creative since i knew him. its like hes there, and the flood gates open up ( Read more... )

my life is basically this; work, sleep, eat, salsa dancing, hiking, church, work, work, sleep, ooh ohh did i mention work. sigh. but its ok, hes there and that makes it 10 times easier. some times i walk in the sun and i take a deep breath and i appriciate all the hard work the trees do. school is coming, and i cant wait to be somebody else. if ( Read more... )

so ive basically givin in and i find myself liberated from him. so what do i do now?

so today was an interesting day, visited the hospital twice.. always fun. and i swear they only turn the heat up at work when i wear warm clothes. all the other days its like the artic. sigh.. i seem to do that alot lately. i think its finally hitting me that its all over for good. i think thats what makes me sigh really. its kinda nice that he ( Read more... )

i went salsa dancing last night and i think i finally let loose for the first time in my life. there was a live band and i cant remember when the last time was that i had so much fun being myself. we got asked to dance alot, which was suprising because i suck. but then i caught on and i was workin' it, id like to think. it was funny because every ( Read more... )