So today I learned that when I hear that little voice in my head screaming DANGER DANGER DANGER.. I need to not ignore it ( Read more... )

It's been awhile, huh? The last time I updated it was early September and I was basically having an anxiety attack. Not much has changed ( Read more... )

Oh how quickly things change ( Read more... )

And they're not going too bad either :o)  My job is pretty superawesometastic for the most part, so I can't really complain there. I'm thinking of joining up with a friend in her business to make some extra moola. Not that I make bad money by any means but who couldn't use a few hundred extra a week, right? It's minimal work and it's fun so I guess ( Read more... )

Ok all that's left to do now is *pay* for all the shit we've ordered. Should be fun!

We're tying the knot! I am so so so so so excited I can hardly sit still ( Read more... )

Adam was at his cousins birthday 'get drunk fest' in Tahoe this weekend, so I decided to hang out with some friends last night, and they wanted to go bowling. As a rule, I don't 'bowl'. Besides the fact that I don't know how, every time I've ever tried I just suck, so I refrain. Last night was actually a pretty good time. I'd never even heard of ( Read more... )

I was just sitting here thinking about all the hard decissions I'm about to be dancing around.. and it hit me. They're not hard decissions, and I won't be dancing around them.

Life shouldn't be this complicated. All I want to be is happy. It's like a feeling I've never felt before. Finally, relife.

I won't regret the past but I will look forward to ( Read more... )

So yeah.. interviews are interesting. I got a call the other day from a mortuary.. The woman said she recieved my resume, and I quickly let her know.. I didn't send my resume to anyone (especially! a mortuary). She said she'd gotten it awhile back and the ad never specified the business, just the position. So I bit, how bad could it be to atleast ( Read more... )

As many of my comrads, I too am in a rather slumpy position. I have so many plans in action, dreams, visions of what could and rightfully *should* be, and then I have reality. It's stiffeling ( Read more... )