So, real life.... my dad is a fraternal twin.
I have a dream last night that my dad has a bunch of identical twins running around
& they are all trying to suffocate me
and my real dad is trying to protect me,
but one gets into the clinic anyway and I end up having to protect myself.

sigh. REALLY?

Dream that Sean was part of a group that used rape as initiation....and this small kid was supposed to with me and I ran up and grabbed seans arm and he told him it was a no go ( Read more... )

DREAM ( Read more... )

It's because you and them were made of the same pieces. And afterwards, when you put yourself back together, some piece of them remained.

I can't think. I can't write ( Read more... )


To dream that you have tattoos, represent your sense of individuality and the desire to stand out in a crowd. You want to be unique and different from everybody else, particularly if you do not have any tattoos in real life. Consider also what the tattoo is and what significance it has in your life. It may represent something that has left a ( Read more... )

“All the years you have waited for them to “make it up to you” and all the energy you expended trying to make them change [or make them pay] kept the old wounds from healing and gave pain from the past free rein to shape and even damage your life. And still they may not have changed. Nothing you have done has made them change. Indeed, they may ( Read more... )

“They take pictures of mountain climbers at the top of a mountain. They’re smiling, ecstatic, triumphant. They don’t take pictures along the way cos who wants to remember the rest of it. We push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it. The relentless climb, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level. Nobody takes pictures of ( Read more... )

This has literally been the best week of my life ( Read more... )

Well, I still haven't found the words really, but I promised myself I would just do this, I would just write, everything, no matter how silly and pointless it seemed...and that's why I feel so funny whenever I tell someone that I write, or call myself "a writer"...because really everyone can do it, the only difference is that I can't not do it... ( Read more... )