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i hate school, i hate everything. the only thing that makes me smile right now is my job at GS. I'm a loser, I'm a nerd, I realize this. but tleasst im nice. i dont understand why people have to be so cruel. the worst part is knowing no one cares about you. not even your own family. what would happpen if i disappeared for a few days? or a week? or ( Read more... )

long time since the last post. i really hadnt had anything to write in here about until then, so i guess that means its been going good. but im making a post in here so something must be wrong eh? 'im sucha high schooler' right jon? okay well. yea everything seemed to be going great til yesterday. until yesterday i was so happy, i had a million ( Read more... )

im very sad now. i feel unimportant to everyone, again. everyone just uses me for somethign then abandones me to my own sadness. old relationships, new relationships, it doesnt matter. i should be used to this, i expected it. but i feel so depressed. i was doing good the last week, but idk now. things will enevr be the same. i thought they would be ( Read more... )

hey...yea i woke up at 1030 cuz i didnt have to work. then i went to the mall and ran into a few people and talked with people in gstop. yea it was fun as always. i got lotr and a starocean poster :D ty tim. uhh jon borrow initial d so if u want it i dont have it now. im probably guna curl up into a ball and finish onimusha 2 tonight. yay. then idk ( Read more... )

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half finished cleaning my room. and i re-did my journal backround and user pic. looks like shit right now but maybe ill fix it ltr tonight. bye.

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day...woke up at 1 to go out with devin. met up with dan. chilled with dan and devin til 930. tommorrow..people are coming over, just tell em if u wana come too i guess =\.

i'm feeling so depressed. and im doing things id though id never do. i feel so far away to those i thougth were close to me. idk...