okay okay. lets talk about life shall we? MATT IS MOVING TOMMOROW. life will never be the same!!!! [[ crysssss ]]

I MISS MATT FUCKING THOMAS!!!!!!!

well. honestly im thinking about ditching livejournal. cause it kinda sucks. yea i know... its sad. kay bye

yes well today was okay. i had slept at santanas. yippe. =[     well then i went home for a while. took a shower. went on the computer. yaknow stuff. but then she calls and says that we HAVE to go to band practice. not even our band. Victim Of Sunday. [who are amazing by the way] were having a practice and she wasw invited. not me. but i went. ( Read more... )

well so. yesterday made

life.worth.living.

see it was my last day of school. i am going to miss all of my lovelys so much! well anyways. we were at blockbuster when the flash flood thing happened. so i ran out into the rain and got totaly drenched. then the rents drove me to santanas house and we got wetter.

then later that night we went to the ( Read more... )

i am so depressed. and i don't know what to do about it. it's not my fault. my family does'nt trust me so they said. i don't trust them. yea. every kid in the world has thought this but. i feel like im the only one having to deal with this. all my old friends have such happy little familys who never yell at each other. in school pour test said that ( Read more... )

i now know how it feels to have your hopes and dreams smashed on your shoulders. my dad    DID NOT   bid on the guitar for me. i cryed the night away that night. i was a miserable littel girl. and whenever i see the picture of it i want to cry. its so beautifull. but i no longer have any chance. im very upset ( Read more... )

my life is over

and my dads a liar

i hate my family. i hope they all die today.

schools almost done. just exams. but thats all i have to say cause my guitars still not bee

sniffle. i still have nothing to say...but i think im sickk

i will not have anything to say untill the bidding is over

and thats final