as i sit alone, turning blank pages ( Read more... )

it's probably best never to open up to a girl, it never seems to lead to anything positive. i guess with girls i'm overall pessimistic in thoughts. it would be nice to meet one who can be upfront, not a whore, more fun than drama, and doesn't fill your head with complete garbage. but maybe i'm wishing for the impossible. who knows. life continues ( Read more... )

this past weekend was awesome. the shows in ohio and michigan with TLDM and It's A Trap were so much fun. so many great things said and done. over 4 hour drive home from flint, mi to buffalo at 2am. got back here around 6/6:30. got back to my house at 8:30am, then i went to church at 11am. did all that on little to no sleep. i got sick from being ( Read more... )

ricky thank you for getting me into Rosetta. this band makes me very happy right now. favorite song is Wake. things are kind of slow right now with life. tour fell through once again, went from 2 weeks to a weekend deal. but i'm also happy with what we got and i can't wait for tomorrow and saturday's shows. i'm glad i get to spend the weekend away ( Read more... )

What lies behind the masquerade
Beauty for ashes
Our hearts are weak
Can we generate the love we speak
live what we preach
answer me these things
Dark clouds collide
so much to learn
from the mirror
can we learn from our disease
there is a cure
above what you adore
there is a cure
one death for all

it seems nothing works in my favor. i don't know quite what to do with myself with anything right now. i've been working on a tour that seems impossible to make happen, trying to make a miracle out of bad circumstances. my brain hurts. i found out today that my rotater cup in my right shoulder is kind of messed up and my doctor said i should take a ( Read more... )

yesterday was one of the all around best days i've had in quite awhile. do to circumstances beyond our power, tldm's shows in canada were cancelled so i was stuck here. i went to my friend amy's house for a little reunion picnic with us and a few friends from high school. amy had a little girl 8 days after my birthday. she is an adorable baby, and ( Read more... )

this goes out to anyone who thinks they matter and you mean nothing to this world.

The Reality GameWho do you think you are ( Read more... )

today was one of the best days i've had in awhile. i went to a family reunion on my dad's side today. i almost didn't go, i really thought it wasn't gonna be a good time and that i'd wind up being upset but it was like the total opposite. my cousin came and picked me up which was nice because we grew up like brothers and i don't get to see him much ( Read more... )

TLDM is playing two new songs now in our set. here is lyrics to one of them.

Cookie Cutter WaltzOH MY GOD ( Read more... )