so schools out and i thought things were gonna get better. but apparently not. i just got word that some one is gonna make my life a livin hell. all this shit when down while i was sleepin and somehow its still my fault and so now my life is goin to be hell. and i dont kno what i am goin to do. its like as hard as i try to get away from drama and ( Read more... )

so when this day started out it wasnt so bad. but i guess somewhere along the lines it got bad. see i try and try not to mess things up but somehow i always do. i say stupid things or i do stupid things and it just messes everything up. im sorry for bein such an idoit and sayin stupid things. everythings my fault im sorry please forgive me everyone

so today was a blah kind of day. got up went to church realized how much more i really do need to have god back as number one in my life. came home tried to take a nap went to taras then came home slept ate went to danis party thing for a lil bit came home n ya. hmm today at church mark and his sister talked about death and stuff, and how it is ( Read more... )

so as another school year winds down. once again i find myself thinkin about this year. ive learned alot probly more then any other year. learned mostly from experinces which isnt always the best way to learn but at least ive learned. im 16 and yet have made some HUGE mistakes. and to those ppl ive hurt by makin those mistakes i am sencerly sorry. ( Read more... )