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[breaking_glass9]

I hate this feeling. About once a week I feel like this. Completely alone. I'd have to say one of the worst feelings in the world. Once again I can't do anything right with Mike, ugh I can't do anything at all right. Especially when it comes to Mike. All I do is cause problems between us. It's all my fault, every fight or disagreement. Why can't I

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[stratboy15]

I Love You Sooooo Much! :-*

Hey cheer up!

[svulover]

Dude, do you want me to talk to mike about that, cuz i will,
and i'll be a good friend and help you out, you know i will

give me a call n e time of day or nite, i'll stay up and chat
and can always tell me wuts goin on, and i'll try my best to make u feel better. n e thing on ur mind i'll be there
u know the numbers just give me a call

here goes

[elise_noelle]

ok, im gonna be the bad guy. But i usually am n e way in most peoples minds cuz im honest. And i'm prolly gonan piss a lot of people off saying wut im gonna say. so here goes. Rachel. It's obviouse, you have a horrible self esteem, no thanks to ur parents, or the kids at school from God knows where. But if ur gonan post somthinglike that on ur journal, ur obviously desperate for attention. cuz u knwo people are gonna read it. and u want them to say, awwww poor rachel. But dotn lie to yourself. You knwo you r a good fuckin girlfriend, you do everything for mike, you live eat beath and sleep mike. Cuz ur sooo in love with him. and like myself, has to have a guy in her life to feel like shes worth n e thing. you dotn neeeeeeeed a boyfriend to be happy. Yuo can be happy with out one. And you think you neeeeeeeed it so bad, because ur self esteem is so low, that you will walk across fuckin fire for him. the one thing mike, and i know that ur gonan be pissed at me and not wanna be my friend, but u dotn realize wut a great girlfriend u got.

Re: here goes

[breaking_glass9]

Ok,well I guess you ment all that in a good way or something, but you're wrong about things.I don't write entrys like that to get attention.I could care less if anyone reads my LJ, this is my journal.I havn't written anything in it that I wouldn't write in my regular journal.This is my journal and I write down my thoats and feelings in it,because I find writing my stuff like that down makes me feel a whole lot better to just get it out.So maybe I'll have to start making this thing friends only,or private all together if you really think I go through the trouble I've writting an entry just so other people can read it,well you're wrong.I could care less if people post a reply saying "oh it's ok blah blah blah" because it doesn't matter to me,people say they are there for you but they're usually not.My journal is always here for me to type to and get my emotions out,and just because you think I'm doing it for attention doesn't mean I'm going to stop writing entrys like that.I cant help it if I'm unhappy sometimes, and I'm not about to

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[svulover]

i think ur soooo right about her, dude attention getting, remember my party, and she took off and she dint tell n e one where she was goin? u,mike,joe, nikki and my brother all went looking for her. Its always about Elise! she cries out in the open...so everyone can notice. And you should do wut u want with *YOUR LJ* i write things down in a notebook or....I'll breakdown, i dont do that in public often, only by myself. so your not alone in that department.

And besides, Mike may not know he's got the best g/f, so flaunt it girl! jk. So what if you have low self asteem, i do too, almost everyone does. Besides your like the only friend i can *really* talk to. If you ever *ever* need me, I'm right across the street from Mike and my cell fone is on 24/7...give me a dingle if you need to.

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[elise_noelle]

funny comming from a two faced hypocritical backstapping lyar!!! The queen of attention crying might i add. :-D

ThisSN ReellySux: she is a backstbbin lil bitch
Dakashimitainoni: right 2 wut?
ThisSN ReellySux: i thought it over
ThisSN ReellySux: and u r rite about it
ThisSN ReellySux: and in the end she always tries to make it seem like shes innocent
ThisSN ReellySux: the rachel/tim/elana thing
ThisSN ReellySux: ur absolutly rite
ThisSN ReellySux: mike/elana/rachel thing ur rite
ThisSN ReellySux: u/johnny/elana thing

[tasha13]

Fuck that Rache, Its your live journal do whatever you want with it. You dont need someoneto tell you, you are crying for attention when you certainly are not when jotting it down in a JOURNAL. Key word there. Mike does see how great of a girlfriend you are, he tells me all the time, I certainly see it cause unlike some people I am around to care not judge. So babe write whatever you damn well please in this journal and you know where to turn if you really need someone. I'm always here for ya babe! Love ya much!

LMFAO!!!!!!!

[elise_noelle]

Care? care you say? lol! "You know where to turn to?" LOL! "I'M ALWAYS HERE"!!!! lmfao!!! yeah always there to ... nvm once again not my place. Go fly a kite tasha.LOL!!!!!!!!!!! Wut a mororn.

Re: LMFAO!!!!!!!

[breaking_glass9]

Oh, and let's not bring up the past, lets leave it there, where it belongs. Yeah Tasha has done some things that hurt me a lot, but I'm pretty sure she wishes she hadn't and is sorry for what she did. People make mistakes.

[scarsrshown]

hey its laura, from looking glass, im adding you... add me back if you want

laura

[breaking_glass9]

hey Laura! Of course I'll add you back :)

~!XoXo!~