Things are going good in life now. I think the reason everything is so good is that I have not been so angry all the time, I have been more mature and I have been getting treated better becuase I treat other people better. What really makes me the happiest lately is that Rachel respects me not wanting to go to that party. Those small things are big ( Read more... )

Well last night I called Rachel like 15 times and left messages. I know she was with Kristen but the phone would ring twice sometimes and sometimes like 8 times, i'm not going to say she ignored my calls and then shut her phone off but it seemed like it. Then i strated talking to Tasha online, then had her call Mike's house and I talked for a ( Read more... )

Well there isn't much I can think of to type except that Rachel has been grounded and it has been hell not being able to see her. Also we came to an agreement where we can both trust each other, which is alright I guess, but I saw it as you can't fix what isn't broken and I thought we were fine the way we were. But...I did it for her, it's ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long time since I updated this thing. Well i'm sure a lot has happend since last time but i'm not going to get into all that. I think me and Rachel are doing really good again, we have been since I stopped flipping out about every little thing she does. We have definitly been a lot more sexual as well. I think we are on a 24/7 horn ( Read more... )

Well Rachel has been ate 2 days in a row, I understand it's not her fault, but I still get pissed. Also she has had this really dominite attitude, shes been really making me feel like shit a lot. Specially now, since she left me to go on the couch and her back is turned to me, this is after I gave into 2:00. She has just been so mean all of a ( Read more... )

I know hes lieing, but Dustin told me Rachel is always hanging out with some short kid with messy hair in school. Always walking with him and talking to him inbetween classes. Even thought I think hes' lieing I still dont know. It's really bothering me :-\

OMG! OMG! OMG! Today in homeroom my teacher asked "Does anyone know an Alexi Calcagny?" and I kind of yelled "YEA, I DO!" and she said "Oh because I guess she is now in this homeroom". So at the end of homeroom we walked in and looked at me and smiled! Then the bell rang :-(. I can't wait until Monday! I can't believe shes back, it's been 3 years ( Read more... )

Well today sucked. I've been looking foward to football in Gym all week just to find out it's "Too cold" to play. Then when I got home I couldn't get the hard drive in my dad's laptop. Then as I was in the middle of it, Tasha came to pick me up. We went to Guitar Center to see if my amp was there, it was and I played on it for about a half-hour. ( Read more... )

omg i want head so bad im gonna friggen die!!!

Well I was just taking a look at Rachel's friends on LJ because of random bordem. I saw some kid named Theo Mortino? Something like that. Definitly want to know who the hell this kid is. But besides this new problem me and Rachel have been doing pretty good, it's taking a lot of effort on both our parts but it's getting easier as we go along.