This is the first day of my life...

[breaking_points]

Long time since I have updated this, I havnt really felt too compelled to put the emotions of my life on the internet lately. However tonight I need a good spill of emotions and I dont really know of many people that want to listen to me right now. It seems to me that I have a problem of having good intentions but always falling short. I think

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[love_2_love]

you know what shawn, i think you need to write a book someday. im not even kidding. haha. watch out dr. phil!
but yea i totally know what you're talking about..
highschool has gone by so fast, and i can't beleive i'm already half way through it.
♥

ps. we are in need of a bonfire!

[breaking_points]

Hmm I am not too sure on a book, but it would be fun to just spill your lifelong emotions in a 300 page book and see how much money you make off it lol...
Sorry I missed your birthday again, but hope you had fun. Yea I never thought I would see the day that I would be a Senior but now I kinda regret looking forward to it so much that I missed a lot!

Bonfire... Hmm, a little warm right now but soon, maybe a small one in the future, I will defiantly let you know!

[donsain_]

i think its real cool how you can like put what u feel like that..whereas i hide it!!!

your friends leaveing is not totally leaveing a chapter of your life behind its just they are going off to start another one of their own!!

and dont be worried about showing ur true self if people cant except it they arent truely as close to you as they claim to be!!

<33
BA and MEGAN

[breaking_points]

Thanks, but its really easy.. I just start thinking and dont stop typing until I feel like I have released my emotions! Yea I know, but with college we all will open new doors and its exciting but you can not help but grieve over it you know?

Havnt seen you in a while? How are yall? Hopefully good and staying out of trouble, call me sometime and we shall so chill.

[pootiebigwang]

its official....
this summer has blown the most testicals out of every summer ever

i predict by tomorrow this post will have at least 20 replies

[breaking_points]

haha Summer of 05 hasnt been the best, but I mean the Big P.A. (Pelham, Alabama) doesnt have too much to provide us with fun.

Poker night soon, Tyler is checking for his table... $5 buy in, and as many people you can tell can come, bigger pot that way

[what_period]

ya know what shawn? i'd like to hang out with you sometime.
hopefully when you're feeling on the more open minded side, cause we could have some good talks about society and people and shit.

[breaking_points]

You know what Caleb, we shall soon. Its been a while since I have seen you, what have you been up to man?
Yea definatly some good talks, I think we have a lot of the same ideas

[_oneofakind_]

They are leaving for the Marines.. and its sad. But you and i both know that they need to do it. They both need this more than anything.
I havent seen ur ass all summer... what the hell. haha.Ur stupid.

I loved the post.. u shouldnt be so scared to write anymore... keep it up sweetie.

Me and you have lost touch within the past year...its quite sad dontcha think?

Xo-<3-Holla

[breaking_points]

Ha yea so true, they definatly do need it but then again I think we all need to go on our own paths next year and then reunite for one crazy ass night after our first year of college!

Yea its been a while, what have you been up too? We need to change it, maybe another camp out at your house? lol remember that?

Definatly sad, what are you doing this week?

[_oneofakind_]

Haha.. dude that camp out was some crazy shit. We definitely need just one more night like that. You know we are gonna have to take it up with someone else too though .. but i'm sure it wont be a problem with them.

This week.. well.. i work.. but i get off around 6ish everyday and i'm off tuesday. Let me know when u have free time.

The 'gang' we had should def. have just one more night.. ya know.. with us 4 hahahahaha. Itd b somethin. Definitely a bad idea.. but sooo would be worth it.

Wut do u mean go on our own paths next year.. we've already all been basically drifted apart for an entire year.. i think thats enough. Its depressing how bad its gotten with everyone.

Give me a call anytime.. i'd love to hear from ya.

Xo-<3-Holla