Long time since I have updated this, I havnt really felt too compelled to put the emotions of my life on the internet lately. However tonight I need a good spill of emotions and I dont really know of many people that want to listen to me right now. It seems to me that I have a problem of having good intentions but always falling short. I think ( Read more... )

Everyone keeps talking about how much they cant wait until college so they can get out of High School, well the county made the calendar early in the week and the journey for the class of 2006 will end on May 25, 2006...so close, but so far ( Read more... )

So life has been kickin ass since I last updated...

-The Bonfire at my house- It was pretty cool, kind of crazy, tons of people, and I will definatly throw another one in a little while, but I am going to wait until it gets warm so we can take advantage of the Mud Pit in my back yard; haha funny story how i got the mud pit... So Anson and I are in ( Read more... )

So here I am, I cracked... I wasnt going to update again until next year or until I got some pictures to post on here, but what can you do...I need to update

So tonight offically owned in regards to the damn best prank i have ever seen pulled on me by
my friends....

It all starts as me, Anson, Austin, Alex, Jimmy, Devin, Tyler decide that we ( Read more... )

I want a girl.

• I want someone to spend time with.
• I want someone to listen to me and for me the listen to her.
• I want someone that likes me for who I am and not care what people think of me.
• I want someone that means so much to me that she makes me cry.
• I want someone to call mine.

so i have realized a lot since i last updated my journal... i am so tired of my life, i mean a lot of stuff is going ok for me but more then less i always find myself depressed... i bottle up my emotions and even my best friends dont know how i really feel and a lot of people at pelham are not helping

if you have a problem with me then thats cool, ( Read more... )

wow, a lot has happened since the last time I updated this thing, but mostly I have discovered a little bit more about life... never thought someone could be so humane but there are always those exeptions in life, but overall I still feel like everyone has good intentions, but maybe I am just naive to the realization of human kind, but why not be ( Read more... )

11th grade? huh, halfway through highschool and thats not even cool. Only two more years with the people that I have grown up with and I defintaly dont wanna miss out on anything... I see all these movies about how great highschool and I mean this school year has definatly been far from great but its the fact that when I wake up I am going to go ( Read more... )

I am going to go ahead and apologize for the ranting...

OK, so lately it seems like the whole world is going against me, I mean yea nothing too bad has happened but its the small things in life that make the difference to me. I am so stressed about everything lately and I have no reason to be, I do not even know what is the next move I should make ( Read more... )

So I just got back from my cruise to the Bahamas, which was a lot better then I expected! The gambing age on the cruise was only 18 and since no IDs were checked I was able to hit up the slots and I actually won about twenty dollars until I got addicted to playing Bingo and blew all my money ( Read more... )