i am screwed. 

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tonight I went out to dinner with Jordan ( Read more... )

i hate that all my inspiration has worn thin because i haven't been reading as much, i haven't been playing guitar enough, i haven't been doing any acting...pretty much all my creative drives are dry. yeahh.
the only thing I've written recently is a poem called "On This Beach" it references "Dover Beach" a lot.

"On This Beach"

Corset unlaced, hair ( Read more... )

"Out Of The Blue" Aly And AJ

When somethings pure
How can people just say
We're not meant to be
And when somethings true
How can people just
Keep me away from you

Suddenly I'm all alone
Pushed away from nothing wrong
Don't you have the guts to say
How you feel about me

Out of the blue
They said we couldn't be together
I have to get over you
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Times are changing.
And all I have to do is just handle all the blows.
Today, Kat;s party then a big going away get together at Jezzikah's.
I'm going to cry, you know, a lot.
and I'll probably just thinking about life and all the goodbyes.

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT BORDERS.
and Jordan leaves on Tuesday.
I hope I see him tonight.
I want someone to cuddle with.

And I miss my doppelganger and I need to watch some foriegn movies.

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