so i just got finished writing in my other journal... and so im not up for writing anythin in this one... it was alot anyway... more then two pages... and it still didnt help, it actually made things worse because now i have alot on my mind and trust me, when i have something on my mind, it stays, theres no where to vent out anyway... i really have ( Read more... )

Ok, so the other day i bought a real journal... so i can write all the stuff i dont want you people to see.. which is alot and is an added reason as to why i very rarely update this thing... it wasnt my idea to buy it. SGT. Bradshaw said that most infantry soldiers usually have alot on their minds... to take a journal to where ever i get deployed. ( Read more... )

ok.. so i have come to a conclusion...im not going to transfer to PurDONT!!!...lol.. seroiusly though, i decided not to transfer, for one, i promised someone i would come here, i think i should seriously give it a good chance before i diss it...TWO, i really havent tried to see the other side of this place... but thats just me.. ima stubborn guy.. ( Read more... )

yeah i havent been on this thing in a while... umm... where do i start... im in the army now, i dont know if i wrote that previously or not... im still depressingly single..lol... and IU isnt much of the place i thought it would be... im currently getting the paper work together for me to transfer to PU next year, but im not sure if thats something ( Read more... )

i just got back from FTX last night... it was fun. but very hard and very exhausting... i learned alot about myself there.. and i learned that thorn bushes leave deep gashes in my back... i concord the obstical course at Fort Atterbury in less then 5 minutes which was one minute longer the the Ranger challenges boys... they fucking rock!!! but i ( Read more... )

well, im back and black... just kiddin... i dont really have much to say, im not too thrilled about being here in bloomington... its really pretty boring. everyone here does the same thing every weekend, which is basically getting drunk out their mind... im not a drinker... i stay in a dorm thats far the hell away from everything, and i have no ( Read more... )

well im back on this journal... GEUSS WHAT!!!---not much has changed... i stayed up pretty late cuz i couldnt sleep. so i called up jackie and talked till 2 or 3 in the morning... then i fell asleep on the phone... lol... i hope she didnt take that as me thinking she was boring. im not doing much in these days of unemployment... ever since i fought ( Read more... )

ok so the last time i was on this thing i lied. i do have a girl situation, i just dont know what in the hell to do about it. i think im goin to tell her. and i plan on it im just pondering if i should tell her at prom or sooner... what makes this really weird and hard is that i have liked her for a very long tim; im talking years, but i shrugged ( Read more... )

welcome back to me!!!!well my car is dead and yet i find myself saving alot more money...SWEET!!! well any way i dont plan on fixing it because im not gonna need it in the upcoming years. and it would just be to damn expensive in the long run... so not much new going on, just alot of practicing, working out and wasting away... i havent slept in a ( Read more... )

Read my horoscope...Obviously i cant think of anything else to write, but i think this horoscope is applicable at this point in time... That's all for now ( Read more... )