i have so many freakin bills to pay.......

bills - bills - bills - bills - bills - bills.

what can i make out of nothing???

there is too much stress.

fuck it.

Another night with little sleep. Just lots of thinking.....and lots of tears. How do I know if someone will wait for me? How do I know that the truley love me? I think I need to sit back and take a real good look at my life right now. I know I am surrounded by people that "love" me, it is just that everything is so hectic: moving, taking care ( Read more... )

tired of hurting people ( Read more... )

It feels like it has been one long, emotional, rollercoaster ride of a weekend. I am exhausted and I still have to go home and start packing all my things. I hope everything starts to look up when I move. I am also applying for another job position. I hope everyone is doing well and I hope that there is happiness and love in everyone's life. I ( Read more... )

I have no idea what to do ( Read more... )

Your Kissing Purity Score: 37% Pure
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Well here I am again, and I am like totally broke. I am going to have to ask Luke to borrow some money for my labwork!! yikes.... well I believe he still owes me 40.00 dollars for a slipknot ticket that he gave his friend. so there. I am still happy and I hope he knows that I truly am and I hope he is too. I am also happy because Luke has ( Read more... )

I finally went and got my physical and now all I have left to do is get my blood work done. That will be another 40 bucks, but eh, what can I say? I get to go see Luke tomorrow. I have to go to storage and get some more of my personal belongings. I only hope that Luke is not mad or makes comments towards me. It went well last time until it was ( Read more... )

my baby looks soooo good in his nice outfits for work!!! So hot and dashing. Hee hee .....now it is time to go home. Sweet Dreams everybody!!

i have yet to go to sleep and it is catching up with me. I can not wait to go home and go to bed with my hunny. I am so proud that he is working at such a good job!!! luv ya