I'm extremely tierd... I lost my voice because I'm sick... and I'm happy it's the weekend. There's nothing to say special right now... I'm going to florida with my mom for spring break, I'm excited. I get to get away from everyone here and everything, time to run on the beach and sleep under the sun, reading. Satisfactionnn ( Read more... )

Is it that things are getting better, the rules are slowly fading down and the gates are cautiously opening. Or is it just that I'm getting used to it, and finally adjusting?

I don't do attachments, nor feelings, nor anything else. Too far gone have I been for over 4 months and no matter what, I can't seem to get back up. But for what reason would I? To feel those things of pain, jealous, hurt, loneliness, disappointment, deception, and self doubt? I already can give myself these things of my own with my own secrets and ( Read more... )

I can tell this will be a boring entry but just to update it... well lets see, I haven't written in this baby for a while so... my birthday was the 22nd, and as far as I can remember, it's the best one I've had. I turned in my job application to vg's yesterday so hopefully I get hierd and start working soon. Umm, the search for a car is still ( Read more... )

haha well hmm it's 5 in the morning... I cannot sleep. and I'm not tierd at all. I came home sick from laura's, it wasn't any fun and now I can't sleep. Well, I guess heres some news; I'm back in the myspace world. myspace.com/bonesandatophat
check it out yo
today was the best day I've had in, a long time (besides the whole getting sick part.)
but

lalala, I'm happy. and...

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I don't have a best friend. I don't have a life. I don't have a love or give any love. There's no heart underneath this pale skin, there's no sinceritythat's hiding truth; it's all secrets that will ruin the world and make ( Read more... )

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hmmm, basically, I'm tierd... 

I swore I wouldn't. It was even a new years resolution. But what I can't prove is something unrealistic to myself. They all think I'm over, I must be a good pretender because I almost fooled myself along with you and everyone else. Yet somehow this addiction is coming back to the surface and all I can wonder, why does this happen if it's not meant ( Read more... )