Being in love is a beautiful thing. Scary, but very beautiful.

Finding someone that you actually want to be with, that you can actually stand, is the greatest feeling ever. I'm loving everyday lately. I'm incredibly happy

my boyfriend makes me incredibly happy. especially when he makes me grilled cheese sandwhiches :)

Words can't express my happiness right now.Mitch finally asked me to be his girlfriend on the third.I've finally realized that I was just wasting my time on derek, he didn't want to be with me. Mitch does. and I feel like I'm supposed to be with him. like it's right. does he drive me crazy? yes. but the fact that i'm crazy about him overrides it.

I started back up with Mitch again.. I don't know if it was the best thing to do, but it felt right. I missed him. Will it work out? No idea. but for now he makes me happy. I'm starting to realize that derek and I can really be friends. That everytime we hang out I'm not in pain when he leaves. and I also am not wanting him to be with me so bad. I ( Read more... )

I'm just trying to be friends with Derek for now. Ended things with Mitch. and I'm just trying to live. Just trying to live pain free. I just don't understand Derek. He talks to me every day. He hates when we don't talk. So why can't we just be together? I don't know, but I need to get over it I guess.

the worst thing you can do is hold on to something that is no longer there. A love that has died. It's not worth the tears, not worth the pain. Not worth letting someone who wouldn't hurt you go. Let go of the people that hurt you, keep the ones that don't. It's that simple.

I don't know what's goin on anymore. We're obviously just going with it. And not going with it very fast at all. and to protect myself, I'm talking to someone.It's not serious. It's mainly to help me get over you. but then I continue talking to you. This is so hard, and it's not fair. I wish you would just tell me you want to be with me and sweep ( Read more... )

God it felt so good to kiss you again. to touch you, for you to hold me, that look in your eyes. I fell for you all over again. and I know that I'm a fool. I know I am. I just can't help but love you. and the fact that you want to try this again to, makes me fall even more under the spell. I'm going so far under and I can't help it.

500 days of summer... well basically that movie completely describes derek and i. except derek is summer. and the fact that dereks not getting married.

I need you.. and I'll do whatever it takes to get you back. I wont let you go. I can't.