they call it a 'trigger' because in the end it really just culminates in a
gunshot wound to the head.

cut back to the time i performed damien rice's 'wild and free' for some church fundraising activity. super depressing song but it was the most honest heartfelt performance i'd ever given. i think i even made some people cry or tear.

things have not been going well.
my head is doing myself in.

i need a new brain.

i really

i

...

what the hell.

sometimes i feel like the biggest failure of a human being that there ever was but then there are other days where i feel like i am a champion.

that's compensation right there, some sort of 'equilibrium' that i wish didn't exist.
balance is boring.

better to live on the edge.

my sister and i are more alike than our exteriors reveal.

which is creepy, but also kinda nice.

devil dances in his tappity-tap shoes ( Read more... )

just as it is with a pond frozen over, you'll be sorry you ever began to break me

who is alive and who is living?
who serves to provide and who is giving?
who is trapped and who is safe?
who is daft and who is brave?

if i wanted to apply for a culinary job or study.. what would be my resume?

'uhhhh go see my facebook page.'

or

'uhmmmm do you have instagram?'

harmonica man brings to his slightly-parted lips the instrument he plays ( Read more... )

when you tire of a game or app you have on your phone.. or dont like it anymore.. the only thing left to do is uninstall.