I finally gave the old LJ a make-over... I figured it was time ( Read more... )

one day i'll be famous, and then they'll all wish they weren't so quick to abandon me.

this is shitty. i put down my guard and i get sucker punched. i feel fuckin sick ( Read more... )

 i am so fucking incredibly unhappy. i'm slightly drunk and delirious so that's probably the only reason i'm actually admitting this. but in all serious. i'm so fucking miserable. i miss feeling like someone actually gave a shit about me. going through every day all alone is starting to take its toll. i just want to go home and know that someone ( Read more... )

i just finished looking for alaska, and i realized i have an awful habit of lying to myself ( Read more... )

why did one straw break the camel's back? here's the secret: the million other straws underneath it.
it's all Mathematics.

i've accepted:

• i'm not bipolar
• i might be a complete shitzooo
• i hate being out of control
• i love my life
• being slightly obsessive-compulsive is fun and entertaining

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:LowSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:HighAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:LowObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High
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i would have to say i'd rather talk to strangers...idk why

maybe it's cause i don't have to worry that they're going to use everything i say against me

damn.

i've discovered my purpose in life through sex, drugs, alcohol and abuse.