i cant get you out of my head.

since late 2004

its love. make it hurt.

mouse sitting.

if i could turn into a grain of sand and join the others on the beach i would. be content with heating up with the sun and cooling with the moon. shifting with the tides and being made into sandcastles just to be knocked down by a simple push. to be so maluable that would be so nice ( Read more... )

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It's full speed, baby, in the wrong direction.

I BEG OF YOU DEAR FRIENDS

PLEASE STOP FUCKIGN DYING

PLEASE

please

r.ip jordan

cut my hair off.

dance alot,

keeps the weight off.

keeps the drunk away.

keeps the sun away

but i dont really care right now.

ive been watcching movies for two weeks straight

my dad had surgery today.
im worried.
upset
just plain tired of keeping busy /

i swear ill make it through this year.

even if it kills me.

okay self destrucktive

okay broken hearted.

stop it anxiety filled words

i cant seem to break this bottle from my hands.

sleeping isnt sleep now adays til i am passed out stone cold piss drunk while others worry i may be dead by the morning.

help me.