there's so many things I wanna say but can't find the words...

I just...I wanna know why it hurts so freakin bad?...still.

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Omg the bar last night was so much freakin fun.

I shall say no more.

The end.

lol

I'm spending the day and night in Jax with Daddy today...should be fun... = )

later.

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Work is going by pretty fast...which is suprising...the boss isn't here again...and things are pretty much lame and quiet...which isn't so bad. I'm excited to go to the mall after work, do a little shopping spend a little me time...well me, the mall, and my debit card...always fun. lol ( Read more... )

-Stan: hey! just got in and wanted to let you know i was thinking about you when i was at the store today. i saw some nets and pink skirts walking through the store.... reminded me of you. ;-) sleep well nik-

aw...that made me smile.

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can't sleep...which sucks...since i have class in the morning then work...I think I'm gunna go to the Avenues mall after work...do a little shopping....and anything to get out of this town. I feel like...I'm meant for so much more...I dunno...I really feel like I'm stuck here. I wanna get my 60 credits and transfer to Jax...but it seems so far away ( Read more... )

I hate this.

so yea...Valentine's Day sucked as usual...and there is something shady going on. I just...I dunno...my hope for those of the male gender was almost restored...but now I'm not so sure. And I feel like as soon as I start feeling good and feel like I'm getting somewhere...there is always something that stops me in my tracks, brings me down, and back ( Read more... )