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freakng miserable.
i am the worst WORST CASE SENARIO THINKER.
i do not want a relationship.................like, today tomorrow or next week
or next month
maybe within a few months
but i dont want to be taken for granted either.
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i told him i didn't want a Friends with............benefits "thing"
i told him that.
soo... i really don't know why he still insists on coming over?
but I have a feeling that..
whatever happens, i'm going to be disappointed..
*sigh*
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not a future starbucks employee.
i'm not bummed out.
there's going to be a million stores opening around here sometime soon, so i can always try again lata.
today went something like THIS:
7:30= wake up
8:30= crawl out of bed/
no shower
9:15=leave for work
10:00- 3:00= work at Mall "A"
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CRAVING:
white rice
tofu
with little chucks of cooked tomatoes
mmmmm -
(not or just)
m[ lost & detached
artificially whole
(not or just) enough ]e.
how can you feel this
.........loneliness.........
but know inside
outside allover
exisist amazing people who think, speak, love of you
whole.
with them, you are tomorrow.
(and the next)
without them, last monday.
(__extinct__)
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I feel 804830280521 times better than yesterday
whew. I cooked and ate Jambalaya. yum yum.
It's amazing how much better a meal + sleep makes a person feel.
Day 2 of 2 No Call No Show.
Thereby declaring myself officialy Terminated.
Kinda worried, money-wise.
I get a check from Sunglass Hut on Friday. Only for 13 hours though.
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today:
7-11 buffalo taquito
dt coke
2 waters
peanut butter & jelly sandwhich
some carrots
some straw berries