overwhelming expectations.

Angelina - we've been writing in this thing for the past six years - and before that you were on some other site ( Read more... )

So in a year I will be doing this!!:

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but for now I just turned 20 (ew) and making looks out of recycled junkmail with my friend - like feather jewelry, a ram skull hat, shoes, and a yellow fur dress that ended up looking like big bird ( Read more... )

I have to move out of this apartment by sunday, with no destination. I have no security deposit coming back to me and $800 stolen from my savings account that the bank is not reimbursing me with because they can not prove fraud, even though it's my second claim in a month. Being that it's been dropped, the case has become a civil matter and I ( Read more... )

feeling dismal, feeling vapid.
so many people moved away, and so few said goodbye.

my life has been a blur of astronomy, high altitudes and long hours, work, a lack of good amounts of key friends time, photo ventures, and rocky love.
everyone is moving away to new york, italy, los angeles, whatever.
my lease is up in a month, i don't know what is going to become of myself.
but he's always with me, smiling, and holding my hand.


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has it really been since march?

I'd been waiting for a weekend like this past one and it proved to be incredibly climactic. Brian came to town for his own fashion exhibition, which was perfect timing for Vivienne Westwood being here for her exhibition at the DeYoung. I woke up in a frenzy to get downtown and ravage the woman. I got to rummage through a closet full clothes from ( Read more... )

I go to school to discuss why "performances" like this are considered apart of the art realm:

I think it's disgusting, but the only gratification I will recieve is when when the guy in the front row gets into a fist fight with another classmate. I know it will happen, I just know it.

The other night I died and was reborn again as a robot, apparently. I'll just add it to the list of embarrassing moments that I will never live down ( Read more... )