I'm finally gonna lay out all the chips on the table with her.

I'm finally learning that my head doesn't control my heart, no matter how much I try to.

She controls my heart, that's just the way it works, I guess.

Hope everything's going well with everyone else.

GO KERRY GO

And some times, I think about taking the car into the other lane of traffic, head on.

Just got home from the concert now, 600 total miles, extra ones thanks to us getting lost in the ghetto and outlying areas around Pittsburgh. Stupid people who couldn't help us, crazy truckers who tried to run us off the road, absolutely tiredness ( Read more... )

I'm leaving soon to go to Pittsburgh to see Incubus, so blatantly excited.

I hung out with Jen most of yesterday, no clue what's going on there.

I have a feeling everything's gonna be alright, if I try hard enough, and if I want it to bad enough.

Ok, I've got floor tickets that are calling my name.

See you all later.

First update in awhile ( Read more... )

Financial situation sucks for my family. My grandma who left my grandpa a few months back, is in Arizona racking up cell phone bills, overdrawing on accounts, and heaping the bills on my grandpa presumably because she knows he'll probably pay them off, because he misses having her around. That's at least what I came to. I live with my grandpa and ( Read more... )

She still loves her ex boyfriend, could even see herself with him down the line, what to say to that? She has blinders on, this guy was her first real love. The fuck do I do? What do I do?

I've given up alcohol.

I'm lost.

Yeah.

Well that just burst my bubble.

I'm sick, ugh.

On another note, when our eyes meet, I swear things slow down like they do in the movies.