You've gotta swim ( Read more... )

I was fine,
I pulled my self together
Just in time,
To throw my self away
Once my perfect world was gone I knew,
You ruined everything in the nicest way

You should know,
How great things were before you
Even so,
They're better still today
Now I can't think who I was before
You ruined everything in the nicest way

Bumps in the road remind us
The worst of the best ( Read more... )

"You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky."

TEN WHATS:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?: This floor is really, really uncomfortable.

2. What did you do last night?: Got my new baby hamster, Matt's sister was over, so assasins creed and some wow.

3. What is the most important part of your life right now?: The people in it.

4. What would you rather be doing right now ( Read more... )

It's funny.I write here and I know nobody reads it at all. I don't think I mind. I write usually because I need to write. Funny thing is, even though I feel somewhat sure in the fact that what I write here is not read, the chance of it, the actual possibility keeps me writing carefully. Maybe it's good to watch what you say sometimes. Half of the ( Read more... )

I'm lost at sea ( Read more... )

I don't think about it everyday, all day. It doesn't consume me. I didn't think i would ever get to that point. I don't think I wanted to. I'm sure CMT will still be hell. Maybe it won't. Life works out. It feels good to know that at least.

I'm doing better now. I'm still not really sure what life is going to be like, or why the things that happen actually happen. Id like to say I don't think about it, but I do. Of course. How could I not? 

Everything that keeps me together is falling apart ( Read more... )

Loss is like a black hole inside your soul that swallows you up from the inside out.