i thought i did, but i guess i was wrong. part of me still believes he cares, but i know he doesn't. bobby, my bobby, took his ex back today after 5 months of being broken up. fine, whatever, i can deal. ok i can't but i'm going to try my hardest to believe i can. yea. she pulled that whole "i'm going to kill myself" deal and he fell for it. stupid ( Read more... )

to go to sandy hook.

thanks have an AWESOME DAY.

no wait i lied, i need to go to seaworld tomorrow. sandy hook won't do because i can't wait until he comes home, i need to see him ASAP.

i want someone else too but we won't go there.

kevin. one year ago- your room, your car, your bed, our lips. nothing can compare. <3

Breaktown22 (10:59:04 PM): a side of me knows nicer, hotter guys are out there. another side of me wants to be with him, protect him from his alcoholism, watch over him. i don't care if he dies at 30 from liver damage. i just want to be with him.
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i can't have tomorrow come. you don't understand how much i've been dreading the 15th. I JUST CAN'T HAVE IT COME.

i can't believe it's been a year. i'm numb. i don't want to believe it. i keep trying to convince myself that someday everything will be ok again but when tomorrow comes i'll finally realize that 'ok, it's been a year, you don't ( Read more... )

i need to go to sandy hook. i NEED to go. it's an urging passion that i can't ignore.

maybe over vacation something will happen. i need to go. i need to go to sandy hook.

do you not understand that I NEED TO GO TO SANDY HOOK!!!

alright well so i applied for a job at fenway today and they guy said he'd definitely call. yay, i think i have a job!! woohoo.

i went tanning outside today and i have color! again, woohoo!! plus i found my gift certificate to tanfast'r for 6 free tans. anyone wanna come with me?

i can't wait for april vacation. however, i'll have nothing to do ( Read more... )

wow. call me crazy but today i actually noticed that there are a couple very attractive gentlemen in my school. woooooowwwwzers. :-D

anyway i got into a fight today. not like a physical but yea. now i'm freakin' rip shit pissed mannnnnn. joqi4wtpqo38ythdlfgkjaf

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now i feel better. i love you!

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So I'm officially in love with boys who have lip rings, especially hockey boys with lip rings. ahhhhhhh. I do believe myspace.com is the greatest thing on THE FACE OF THIS PLANET. Yes, my new weakness is myspace. I will forever be a member on there just for the orgasmic looking hotties.

John comes home tomorrow. Get exciteddddd. Actually, I'm not ( Read more... )

...that good boys for all girls are really out there!! I FOUND MINE....now go find yours.

Ok so the concert on Thursday was AMAZING. Having VIP tickets and being like 7 ft away from Tyler was AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL!!! Free drinks for all too. wooohooo

Back to the boy....yes, I *think* I have found one for myself. He'll be back from vacation on ( Read more... )

So the game was awesome. I saw him and I actually said hi to his friend. It actually took me until today to realize that I probably won't see him again until next hockey season. This is making me so freakin' sad that it's ridiculous.

I got the scariest, most frightening phone call today. My dad called and was like "Kaylene, umm, I've been in an ( Read more... )