livejournal still exists. wow. mandys gone back to new york and kristin hates my guts. again. my life is just repeating itself and the only thing thats changing is my alcohol tolerance. i don't have a boyfriend for once and it rules. but it sucks because seeing guys now makes my friends hate me. i'm digging this 29 year old now. i have no ( Read more... )

my car finally bit the dust. today sucks. and it's jimmy's prom, so i'm sure it will get a whole lot better. but as of right now, it sucks. i can probably name about 20 things that went wrong already, but i wont because it doesnt matter.

it's pretty late and my house is freezing. tomorrow i have to work again until 10. friday is jerry seinfeld, so theres something for me to look forward to until the weekend. work is so much easier to go to now that i'm on the service desk. and i seriously cannot wait until summer comes, because i am so fed up with school already. i can't even ( Read more... )

i'm really tired. i've been up since 7 o'clock this morning for work. i went shopping with my mom, and minigolfing with jim. and i actually beat him for once. and then we rented requiem for a dream. everytime i watch that movie, i feel really weird afterward. i don't know. i'm real tired, and tomorrow i got to work from 4-10. probably 10:30 ( Read more... )

i haven't gotten around to livejournal in a while. here's the latest ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dream last night. and when i woke up i still felt like i was in it, although i can hardly remember it. i just remember that i was in this one place that i've been in a whole bunch of dreams, and i like being there. i know it's pointless in explaining it if i can't really remember it, but i can't stop thinking about it. it's ( Read more... )

i went crazy today on my room, and started to clean my closet and now there is clothes and shoes everywhere and my closet is empty. i think this friday, since i am grounded, jimmy and me are gonna paint my room. im in a renovating mood i guess. its gonna be sad painting over our tree though. :( ill have to take a picture of it before i do. or ( Read more... )

i hate my job. i got all upset cause i got called in when i swear i didn't have to work. so i went there extremely pissed and for 3 hours thought of other places i should apply to work for. well, i told them i had to leave early anyway because my mom made dinner reservations, but i went to jimmy's to see them record throwback theives and laughed ( Read more... )

im sad. really sad. someone come cheer me up.

when jimmy is at work i have nothing to do. it's pretty pathetic. i really really don't want to work tomorrow. or the day after that. or ever again. at least not at fair share. i hate it there. and now, i have done the dumbest thing i could possibly do. i auditioned for the talent show. fuck, what was i thinking. im hoping that i don't ( Read more... )