Its so hard when all you want to do is hurt me, and I cant help but pick up the phone. Its so hard pressing that ignore button. And its so hard having to realize that I cant keep trying for you.

In the mornings when your the only thing on my mind, I listen to music. And I try, and try, and try, to drown out my thoughts,my voice, with that music. I try to hold back the tears, and I try to run away in the music. I actually turn up the volume when my voice gets to loud. I guess this is how it starts. The process of moving on. The process of ( Read more... )

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