Its really nice when a good friend that you have a compromised past with comes back and acknowledges the fact that I haven't done bars in two months. I'm glad I get to see him in two weeks when I get to Tally, we're gonna have a little sesh and catch up.

I finally meet a great guy who I instantly connected with, who really likes me (and i like), who cares so deeply about me..and he's all the way in Miami. He was gonna come up here for Valentines day, but he just lost his job so he can't make it. That makes me so sad, but I'm trying to go down south next weekend. I really just wanna see him and be ( Read more... )

After long talks with Oscar all night last night, I was walking back to the car with him (he was holding my hand) and I like stepped in this puddle. Only maybe 15 minutes before I get a text from my dad saying "Remember, you had to have hit bottom before you could ever start floating back up to the top again. I stepped in that puddle pretty hard, ( Read more... )

I can't believe myself a lot of the time.
Today is when my life turns around.
Today is when I make a change.
Today is when I stop hurting the people I love most in this world.
Today is when I will be a better person.

Part of me wants to find someone I can settle down with.
I have no idea why

What the fuck is wrong with me ( Read more... )

you are confusing the fuck out of me.
you are a fake ass hoe.
you cant even look me in the eye anymore
you help me more then you know
you, i miss you..

The trial for Morris' death starts tomorrow. His mom asked me to go with her.
It's going to be hard, but I'm gonna try and get through this.
I may need to make a few phone calls and hear some reassuring voices..i wish i could call him for this..

I have the funniest classes ever.
My ENC class, the teachers an ass but french as fuck. Mad funnny
& My PSY class the teacher is so raw I love her.

I think I'm starting to like you.
& I kinda like it.

I'm scared that I can't do this.