i love brother iz's version of somewhere over the rainbow, because he mixes in what a wonderful world...except that is the only song on the cd i really love...there are some that i like but that one is by far the best....anyway so since i havent written in a while, i will sum up the weekend...ok on friday, john retook a test and then he called me ( Read more... )

so much shit has been going on lately....i have been stressed about everything....i keep thinking about everything that is going on right now...i mean i have one thing going good, one thing is alright for me... i love that john will bring me potstickers because i just break down crying after work...i love him...but why do these dumb bitches have to ( Read more... )

ok so lately i have had the worst cough of my life and this morning i was woken up at 1:30 and coughed for about an hour straight....then finally at 2:30 i was like "ok fuck it im up"....so then i got ready to go to work at 6....keep in mind this was THIS MORNING!!!!! then i go to work until 10, which actually wasnt too bad! i had a fun time! i ( Read more... )

im in love.....literally in love with him....i honestly dont want anything more from life....NOTHING....with every other guy ive ever been with, its "oh that boy is cute over there" or "i wish he could be more likehim"....not with john....i love everything about him!!!!!literally!!!!! i sometimes dont even believe that this could be happening to me ( Read more... )

ok so maybe my life is pretty good RIGHT NOW....i have an awesome boyfriend named jonathon david donadio.....to tell you the truth, i am happy....but i come home and still erase....? what the hell is wrong? maybe the therapist is a good idea??? yesm i think so.....why am i listening to the backstreet boys? can someone please answer me? skin me ( Read more... )

im tired of people pretending to be something theyre not!!!!! it really urkes me and i dont care if i just spelled urkes wrong...because i could give a fuck less...you bug me more than you know and i cant stand you at times....why the fuck do i even talk to you....why are you here, and what do you do??? why do feel the need to be this fake person ( Read more... )

everytime i hang out with john, i like him more and more....hes an awesome guy, truly awesome....id like it if other people would stop fucking with that....yea so today john got to witness how jealous of a person i am, and he thinks its cute...yippee, glad someone does... john is perfect for me and he just said the same thing to me.....wow nothing ( Read more... )

so ive decided that i want to look like gwen stefani, especially in her new video "what you waitin for?" because the video is all based on alice in wonderland and that is my favorite thing in the whole world. anywho....so i hung out with john a lot lately and ive decided that hes awesome...hes a great guy who is funny and can almost always make me ( Read more... )

so i have a lot to say......first let me start off with last night and today as a whole......last night i called cameron because lets face it, i still like him, ok "love" him.... so i call him and we really talk, which was unexpected because he opens up to me, but we usually dont talk about "us"....a long story and i dont feel like informing....so ( Read more... )

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