yea so i feel like shit right about now and i wish there was something to do....i wish i could somehow prove to him that i still love him and that he should love me too...i wish i could somehow explain to him that i cant stand being in fights with him and i cant stand when he doesnt talk to me....and how today at the mall, everytime elisa was ( Read more... )

why does this happen? how can you be with the most perfect guy and tell him youre going out to lunch with your friend whom you havent talked to in a while...and then he flips out???!!!! what the fuck? i cant take this...it seriously makes me depressed until he calls me or talks to me about it.....im seriously really upset right now and cant stop ( Read more... )

as much as i hate to do it...i can relate ( Read more... )

so sunday ( Read more... )

ok so lets talk about the past three days ( Read more... )

so i changed my cds this morning and realized that i love the who...theyre awesome and i love their cd that i have...ok so good stuff, yesterday me and john went to his house for fifth period and things were going good until i told him not to take my bra off and he did...i could care less that he did, but the fact that i said no and he still did... ( Read more... )

today is a 2-4-6 day, which are my favorite....yea so yesterday i got to hang out with john almost all day, which was awesome...because im not allowed to on school days...i loved it! we definitely had an awesome time! haha yeaaa so anyway im blushing now and completely excited for this weekend....first on friday im buying elisa a birthday barbie ( Read more... )

today im talking to kim with john, although i feel bad because john just thinks there will be drama. now i thought about it and realized that with this girl, there will always be drama. im glad though because what i got the most from talking to ashley was as follows ( Read more... )

so i have been doing perfectly awesome this week...everything is going so well...so i love my plato class more and more everyday because i just do...but so today i was moved because me and alisa fishman always talk way too much in that class...well we mostly look at prom dresses and talk to mike and john...(her mike, and my john....just in case) so ( Read more... )

ok so this morning i woke up at 7:10...not good because i usually get up at six and leave at 7:10...so yea and then i haul my ass to school so i get there on time....anyway alright lea here's the deal.....YOU ARE A BITCH! everything i said in my journal happened...so its not like im exaggerating and trying to make you look bad ( Read more... )