Been a while ( Read more... )

but, my tits are HUGE and I got a new bra, so all is not lost. I feel good about my body. my big-ass, big-hips, huge-tits body. fuck anyone who doesn't like it.

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but hey kids, if you really want to ruin your 30th birthday, or any birthday really, get knocked up by a super nice guy who feels bad for leading you on, but still takes you to the clinic and gives you $200 even when you don't want it, because you're an empowered female who made the dumbass decision to attempt to date a man again, even when every ( Read more... )

Oh hey LJ! Long time no drunken rants, I guess ( Read more... )

maybe this is a better outlet than my journal currently, I think hand writing anything would be a disservice to my state of mind. hand writing takes a lot of time anyway, and I get discouraged ( Read more... )

I am at a very.. delicate time in my life, to say the least. Saturday, I was very low. having just spent Friday night with a guy I like a lot, knowing the few things I know about him in the two months we've spent seeing each other, it all just felt like too much. after being wrapped up with him, I spent far too long in a hot shower listening to ( Read more... )

and excuse my typos, I don't have a computer and it's impossibly hard to proofread these posts. but yes, it's literally just trying to kill yourself. too terrified to quickly end it, we prolong death. I still have thoughts about death, and dying, but I'm so glad I can enjoy food while I'm still here. music and food are two things that keep me here.

I have never been so moved and so affected by one of the final Intervention episodes featuring Kaila, an 80 pound anorexic ( Read more... )

so, my salad today was a bust. my fault for using too much oil and balsamic and not understanding the ratio of spinach leaves to liquid in any dish stored for more than five hours. oops ( Read more... )

When I was a kid, maybe 5, my dad told me about Orion. I strained hard to find it out of my passenger-side window seated behind my dad ( Read more... )