I suppose its been awhile...there was a point between the time in which i stopped writing and now that i had actually forgotten that i owned a live journal. Its been so long i dont even know what to talk about. I guess ill just start with how im doing. Im good. I am feeling a little more hopeful everyday. Things seem to be going alright. I feel ( Read more... )

well today all started when my alarm clock beeped at 3:00am. i woke up...after few hits on the snooze and got up, showered and drove to work. i was there a half hour early like i always am. Well i knew stocking would be hard...but wow...this was intense. 2-3 hours of intense 10-50lb box lifting. During these hours i was also folding clothes, ( Read more... )

so i started work today... i had orientation from 6-10. It feels like it wont be that bad. The environment seems pretty welcoming and kind. I still cant help but feel nervous =). Val has been in japan officially a week now...im really starting to miss her. Shes with her grandma for like a day and i havent heard from her. I hate the feeling that im ( Read more... )

Okay so...i miss my gf. Like a lot. But today i went in for an interview at Gap. I got the job yay...I have orientation on Wednesday at 6:00. I hope this job turns out alright...i decided that if it ends up making it so i barely get to see valerie id quit. I only get to work seasonal though so I get 90 days to work then they lay me off till next ( Read more... )

well valerie left today my dad and I drove her to LAX. Im gonna miss herrrrrr I hope she has a good flight and everything goes according to plan. I look forward to reading your livejournal when you post it from japan babe. I love you.

so its been awhile since i wrote in this. Im finding out more and more everyday what is truley important in life. Its not whether i go to a proper college and get schooling. Whether i appease my parents or not. Its really not about what i think my parents want at all. Im happy with all my decisions. I have a wonderful gf regardless of what my ( Read more... )

Its official...valerie is leaving for japan on august 10th. Im super glad i get to drive her to LAX though =). Im really happy for her she needs this. She needs to get away and be with her brother. Ill miss her. 4 weeks total this summer we have been completely away from eachother haha. My japan trip and hers. It woulda been cool if we both had ( Read more... )

so yeah last night was amazing....i saw darkest hour. finally. ryan is my hero...that band inspires me so much. they love their fans. they were all out walking around mostly the drummer but i saw paul too. their set seemed like 15 seconds...i wish they would of headlined so that they coulda played as long as bleeding cunt did...i hate them. Mike. ( Read more... )

i think i left my cell phone at valeries house... we are supposed to hang out today. ill probably just drive over there around 11:00 and say IM HERE wooo....hopefully shes ready haha.

life is silly