5. I kind of feel like that right now, but for a whole nother reason. When are you free so we can hang out? (If you want maybe you can come over , and I can wake up before 12, because I usually do anyway, and idk if you like pools but we can go swimming. xD Except if you wanna oil paint it'll have to be at your house cause my stepmom won't let me as she feels the fumes will conflict with the fact that she is pregnant >.>)
Hahah, oh bb ♥! I actually told my Dad and he was just like -_- whatever. SO YEAH BUT WE SHOULD CHILL ANYWAY<333 We can chill at my house for some painting times, my room is sexier than when you last saw it! (I rearranged my posters, haha.) Aaaand, I actually have a pool myself, but I could definitely use some color in my skin, so outside-activity is welcome. I might take some pictures of the arts I'm working on now. I'm in the middle of like a million different pieces and I feel like all of them suck. I'M NOT GOING TO COLLEGE HAHA. We should do a sleepover and talk about boys and paint each others' nails.
ahh. i commented on the other entry before i saw this, because it never sent me a notification that you replied :( either way i can def come over sometime, and like i said just give me a call and we'll figure it all out yo. heartsss.
so you don't get to see them at all? fuck that, man, you were so excited. :( hey sometimes i get like that too - #2, i mean. it's an odd feeling but sometimes i get the feeling that i can't even speak anymore, and i have become completely incapable of connecting to other people. that i don't know how to entertain, or something. it's awful!
#5- i went through that last february, in the middle of the semester. everything seemed to just bottom out for some reason. would you feel better if i made you some chocolate peanut butter balls? or just gave you a big kiss: *MUAH* ♥
I'd prefer a bit of both ;D ♥! My life is such a boring mess. I can't wait to get out and meet people and believe in things and liveand maybe get a little action ;D? But it's all just bullshit because when it comes down to it, I really believe I'll just never be someone who can just talk to people and have fun. I'm always anxious that I'm saying the wrong thing, or I look bad or that people will assume things about me.
Yeah, and it's NIN's last fucking tour. Game Over. Ugh life
why can't you get out now and meet people and believe in things? because you aren't in school? i was the same way. and then i went to university and made some really good friends who i see/write all the time and look forward to seeing them again at school next month. but you have your talent in the visual arts to tide you over for another month darling ;) you'll find yourself. you're young right now, with so much to experience - i am the same way and so i keep believing - and i think that i would love to hang out with you because you seem very sweet and i would probably just want to watch you draw. and we could like, listen to music and eat food and stuff. the shit that everyone else does. hahahaa. you should just say whatever is on your mind and do whatever you want because if people can't accept it or dont like it when they aren't worth your fucking time! :) speaking of action um well. lol batman and robin is happening soon; my parents are going away this month. WEEEEEEEEE
:D! Have a good time with that! ;D I'm trying. I still have another year of fucking high school. The people in my town are all the same, for the most part. I have some friends that I super duper looove, but I'm still DESPERATE to get the fuck out of here. All the dudes here are like Tans McSpikeyHair (with the exception of a few d-bags who think they're hxc hot shit and fuck all the emo chicks). I've never really had ~romance :( I mean, I'm a sexy bit of lady, so dudes will occasionally hit on me. Just. Not the dudes I like :( I figure if there's any place that cute boys live that will be into me, it's art school. I just have to sift through all the gay dudes first, haha.
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When are you free so we can hang out? (If you want maybe you can come over , and I can wake up before 12, because I usually do anyway, and idk if you like pools but we can go swimming. xD Except if you wanna oil paint it'll have to be at your house cause my stepmom won't let me as she feels the fumes will conflict with the fact that she is pregnant >.>)
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SO YEAH BUT WE SHOULD CHILL ANYWAY<333 We can chill at my house for some painting times, my room is sexier than when you last saw it! (I rearranged my posters, haha.) Aaaand, I actually have a pool myself, but I could definitely use some color in my skin, so outside-activity is welcome. I might take some pictures of the arts I'm working on now. I'm in the middle of like a million different pieces and I feel like all of them suck. I'M NOT GOING TO COLLEGE HAHA. We should do a sleepover and talk about boys and paint each others' nails.
Tell me why j00 are sad my darliiiink ♥
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hey sometimes i get like that too - #2, i mean. it's an odd feeling but sometimes i get the feeling that i can't even speak anymore, and i have become completely incapable of connecting to other people. that i don't know how to entertain, or something. it's awful!
#5- i went through that last february, in the middle of the semester. everything seemed to just bottom out for some reason.
would you feel better if i made you some chocolate peanut butter balls?
or just gave you a big kiss: *MUAH* ♥
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My life is such a boring mess. I can't wait to get out and meet people and believe in things and liveand maybe get a little action ;D? But it's all just bullshit because when it comes down to it, I really believe I'll just never be someone who can just talk to people and have fun. I'm always anxious that I'm saying the wrong thing, or I look bad or that people will assume things about me.
Yeah, and it's NIN's last fucking tour. Game Over.
Ugh life
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why can't you get out now and meet people and believe in things? because you aren't in school? i was the same way. and then i went to university and made some really good friends who i see/write all the time and look forward to seeing them again at school next month. but you have your talent in the visual arts to tide you over for another month darling ;)
you'll find yourself. you're young right now, with so much to experience - i am the same way and so i keep believing - and i think that i would love to hang out with you because you seem very sweet and i would probably just want to watch you draw. and we could like, listen to music and eat food and stuff. the shit that everyone else does. hahahaa.
you should just say whatever is on your mind and do whatever you want because if people can't accept it or dont like it when they aren't worth your fucking time! :)
speaking of action um well. lol batman and robin is happening soon; my parents are going away this month.
WEEEEEEEEE
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Have a good time with that! ;D
I'm trying. I still have another year of fucking high school. The people in my town are all the same, for the most part. I have some friends that I super duper looove, but I'm still DESPERATE to get the fuck out of here. All the dudes here are like Tans McSpikeyHair (with the exception of a few d-bags who think they're hxc hot shit and fuck all the emo chicks). I've never really had ~romance :( I mean, I'm a sexy bit of lady, so dudes will occasionally hit on me. Just. Not the dudes I like :( I figure if there's any place that cute boys live that will be into me, it's art school. I just have to sift through all the gay dudes first, haha.
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