So basically it turns out that we have the only hall with air conditioning, and one of our suitemates is Russian, and one of our suitemates I actually talked to and she seems very nice. I really feel like finally, in something school related, we lucked out. And there is only one suitemate now that is still a mystery. AND I feel like I lucked out ( Read more... )

i promised you i would blog about this so here goes.

it is necessary to pick up teriyaki sandwiches and macadamia cookies and as long as there is light out sunglasses are a must.
orange, orange, orange... no, you are not socially awkward. AT ALL. well someone has been getting around bands and recording studios. somebody is pretty confident, but ( Read more... )

even with my awkward formalities and cliche smalltalk of "how was your week?" and "what are you doing this summer?" (despite the fact that i did sincerely want to know) i think somehow your eyes see through my skin and see my insides. at least a little. and that made me really happy because everyone wants to feel appreciated. and i always feel the ( Read more... )

she said, "do you have to make use of every single moment without any time to rest?"
i said "yes." because what other way is there to live? there is time to rest... but to be incredibly cliche, why bother if moments aren't made use of? well at least i have been doing a better job using them up lately. maybe less time spent thinking, and more time ( Read more... )

xtimetowaste27x: well i got them waxed
FutureKJO: but did they make them like uber thinner than they used to be?
xtimetowaste27x: well not UBER THINNER
xtimetowaste27x: but they look very..clean
xtimetowaste27x: and not. THICK EYEBROW RITA
FutureKJO: your eyebrows were never disgustingly thick
xtimetowaste27x: ...thank...you?
xtimetowaste27x: xDDDDDDDD
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i walked out the door just in time and the air was perfect. grass stains are never a worry as her mom opened the door and took it all in like we actually make sense. well- we do. and it's the smell of the play doh squirrel and the flower on the ground, you taking pictures, and he is saying things which are funnier than they seem they would be. and ( Read more... )

the memories of happiness and sand and snow and niceness- surprising you as i am mock offended and i play my play role poorly with intention. intentions i am never certain of except maybe to put a smile on that often serious face of yours. and only mildly awkward silence is turning upside down like pancakes into involuntary laughter that i cannot ( Read more... )

fuuuuck when did i become this ridiculous needy whining person?
hahaha who am i kidding i was always like that i guess.
but jesus christ i hate indifference
and that conversation made me so goddamn uneasy
because okay, i hope you were being honest and you really do care,
but holy crap, the way you said things... it made me  die a little inside.
you've ( Read more... )

PASTAPASTAPASTAPASTAPASTAMUSHROOMSOUPCOOKIECOOKIECOOKIEMUSHROOMSOUPPOPTARTYOGURTTURKEYCHEESEPASTAPASTAPASTAPASTAPASTATACOMEAT.
AHHH I AM DROWNING. my teabag is drowning!
PLEASE I AM ANGRY.
I MEAN PLEASE I AM HUNGRY.
WHY DO YOU DO THIS?
NO. NO NO NO NO NO I DONT WANT TO.
SAVE THE ELEPHANTS.
NO.
I BELONG.
I BELONG
I BELONG.
IN A MENTAL FACILITY.
this was ( Read more... )

so how do you trust something that isn't there? that leaves and comes back like a trail of smoke from a cigarette that you thought you put out already? and i thought i had you back (i suppose a foolish mistake on my part) and here i am writing about you again. fdlkghjfdklgjfk just fuckkkkkkkkkk it already. i just can't stand the disappointment and ( Read more... )