So much has happened lately ( Read more... )

"Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over ( Read more... )

I miss Jeremiah. I can't even imagine being without him. He's become such a huge part of my life. What am I going to do if I don't get to talk to him every night? I really hope he chooses to give this another chance. I'm so tired of this headache. Mandy said she though it was a migraine. I've never had them before, why would I start having them now ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm turning into one of those girls that blows off her friends for a guy. Kara told me that I lie at break today. She said I told her things weren't working out with Jeremiah but I still talk to him and sit with him at lunch. I just want everyone to get out of my business. I don't want my friends to talk about Jeremiah because they don' ( Read more... )

The headache is back. How special. I want to know if Jeremiah is here today. I'm so tired of these hypocritical teachers. They are driving me nuts. I don't get why the school makes such a big deal about Valentines stuff. I have this nervous butterfly feeling. I'm tired of thinking about prom.

Baby Emma Kate was born this morning. I'm so excited for Kasey and Wesley. I see them as the "cool parents." Kasey is going to be a great mom ( Read more... )

Jeremiah just sent a message to my phone asking for me to get back on-line for a second. When I got on I said hey and he asked if I'd erased the stuff off my camera that he and the boys did. I said no and he asked if I'd watched it. I told him yes then he didn't really say anything so I asked him if that was all he wanted. He said no so I asked if ( Read more... )

So the whole thing with Jeremiah was stressing me out. That stress gave me this headache. This headache is what's making me sick. So first I need to get rid of this stress... I highly doubt that's going to happen. I miss Jeremiah. Why does it hurt so badly? Why can't it just be easy? I've lost weight. I can tell. I kind of don't think that's a good ( Read more... )

I just can't get away from it. I'm so tired of all this gossip. Amanda just called and told me she talked to Sally at lunch today. Sally told her that Jeremiah and I ended everything last night. That hurts my feelings. See, she does it too. He had to of told her. I didn't say anything to anyone. It doesn't bother me that much. I just don't ( Read more... )

I'm having zero patience today. This morning Mrs. Fender never showed up to class. We ended up having a really nice sub. Jeremiah's not at school today. Last night his away message said that he felt bad- I assumed it was because of us but then I talked to Johnathan. He told me he thought Jeremiah had the same thing he's had. So I guess he's just ( Read more... )