well as i was looking back at friends an their journals it seems like no one uses LJ anymore...ooh well i kinda forgot about it too....so much has been going on since the last time i updated ( Read more... )

well lately i have been alright, i just forget about LJ sometimes and dont update for long periods of time ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a very long time..about three months and so much has happened....summer went by so very fast i felt like i had no summer June was wonderful casue i wasnt here and the rest of my summer was werid...we were moving to the new bowling alley and that was just so weird for me, sadly i was there alot as a child so i kinda grew up ( Read more... )

hey everyone. as most of you know im in australia!! and im having a great time! i miss all of you guys so much and cant wait to see your beautiful faces again! but i will fill you all in whn i get home
love you all

well i havent updated in forever...i have had alot to say alot i wanted to get out but i didnt know how to say them

my trip is very close and im really stressed. my parents think tha ti dont want to go that's not it at all. but i shouldnt blame them, my dad is the one who caught me crying and he doesnt know me......

well today was grand, we won the tournament it was small only a 4 team but we came ou ton top so that's all good

i have alot on my mind but not alot to say, i really dont know how to say what im thinking and i hate this feeling

yes jena and i are getting together to talk it should be good i just need get some things out and maybe some words of

this morning sucked i wasnt even awake for an hour and i was already bahling because my mom told me who got the jamie tischer award and i was very upset. i hate the bowling alley ther place in generel depresses me mostly the people there my "family" i beileve that in the begining you are given that title and you have to deserve to keep it and they ( Read more... )

all my life i have been used for something i have always thought that i wasnt worth anything just what i could do or would do even though deep down i knew i shouldnt i dont know my life was very weird and hard to think about then it started up good again i have new friends that help me with everything and i thought i was with someone who would ( Read more... )

well over all it was a terrible day.........school was school boring my mind was wondering all day so i can't recall all of it ( Read more... )

lately i have been thinking about him alot again. it's like everything reminds me of him and all i can think about is getting him back. i wish he would feel the same way about me again or if he ever did ( Read more... )