well today was fine....school was school then i went to work, samh helped out and all that went good it really didnt take very long at all which is good but then after work i called caey just to see what he was up to and to say hi and his tone when he talked to me well he just sounded irritated that i called him i dont know it's probably nothing i ( Read more... )

my parents are being very insensitive about the Quinton situation, my dad is sayin all this horrible stuff about his family and how he thinks they are going to take advantage of the situation and get all that they can but that is so not true that family isnt like that even alittle bit and my dad had never even meet them he just keeps saying i know ( Read more... )

On Monday i went to see Jamie, it was really hard and i thought i would have handled it better. my mother was very worried about me and didnt want me to be alone so i went to kristi's house mom called her an dtold her what was going on....when i got there kristi didnt say much but i dont blame her i dont know what to so in those situations either ( Read more... )

yesterday, went to the barn, it was good, salt n peper rocked the show

for some reason i have been thinking about jamie alot, she passed alomst four years ago and i havent been able to bring myself to see her grave, and i fianlly think that i am ready, im scared but i want to

 so tired but can't sleep yet, and i have nothing to do.........

pretty excited about dinner with jena chris and casey tomorrow, should be good.

a person whom i once was close with is in town and im really nervous, i dont think this person would do anything or even try to contact me(hope not) but im still scared.  my frined just called me and he ( Read more... )

i take back all the bad stuff i said about valentine's day, it's not that bad

today wasnt really a good day, school was so long and i remebered the reasons why i really dislike valentine's day im sitting here alone and not by choice, this really sucks. i think im just going to go to bed for the rest of the night

ooh yah, casey and i got back together

i havent updated for a few days and sadly i have not much to write about ( Read more... )

well today was generally a good day, went to kristi's volleyball thing in Big Lake, they did okay but it was alot of fun cheering her on with erb and nikki.... it was probably alot more fun because i was going on like 1 or 2 hours of sleep cause nikki and i stayed up and played guess who(awesome game) which i dominate at...but after that we justed ( Read more... )

i feel like i have no purpose in life anymore, not like i ever did but idk i feel like i need my friends and they reakky dont need me at all........

i dont even know what to think about my "life" anymore