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🎶She was a friend to me when I needed one... Wasn't for her, I don't know what I'd done🎶
🎶She coulda turned out to be almost anyone
Almost anyone
With the possible exception
Of who I wanted her to be🎶
I was hearing from some people I know that love my helping them and people they care about. I was thanked, and given a few uplifting and encouraging words, and it helped offset a couple of pretty nasty things blood relations had sent as they ( Read more... ) -
🎶Wrap me in a bolt of lightning, Send me on my way still smiling🎶
I've been thinking about my life, each point that there were real, genuine choices for me to make. At the time, I utilized my personal experience and the current understanding of the situation at hand to figure out my best course of action. Up until I felt myself stuck in a loveless marriage, just continuing to go through the motions, and then I ( Read more... ) -
🎶Here I lay all alone; Tossin', turning, Longing for some of your tender love.🎶
Today, a small group of us went out, the original plan was to see a double feature at the local theater (the film of Bob Dylan's life) and then Nosferatu. The place was PACKED lines out along the sidewalk and several shows were sold out. The one who would have bought tickets online hadn't been interested, and no one else thought about it. And in ( Read more... ) -
🎶I never knew that everything was falling through That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue🎶
🎶To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be🎶
In the last 24 hours, I've found out who would give A.J. the drugs she would take to escape her pain and problems, give her a lift and help her cope when she couldn't be with me. It was the same person who got it for all of them, and there were a couple of others he got ( Read more... ) -
🎶I cry myself awake each night I can't believe that it's true; Here am I. Where are you?🎶
Donna Ashworth wrote: "There were days I thought I was fine, and then something small - a smell, a memory would hit me like - a wave. This year, I realized that healing isn't about forgetting but about learning to carry the love and the loss together ( Read more... ) -
🎶Locked inside my head, Didn't wanna let you see me break down.🎶
🎶Prisoner of the past
I'm not here to ask you for a way out🎶
Yesterday was a gentle day of reflection for me. I got to enjoy some quality time with one of my favorite dogs, Ceiro, and his fellow packmate Leema was pretty well behaved for a switch. I managed to get a couple of good photos of each of them, which was nice to manage to do. I was mostly ( Read more... ) -
🎶I like the love, And I like the peaceful, I wish everyone I know could Stand in the heartlight.🎶
The last few days I took care of dogs, Davina and Scarlett, that are the pair belonging to my former aunt. She's always surprised at how well behaved they are when I'm there, and how easy I am to get along with. On Sunday afternoon she had one of her foster children visit with a big group of friends (his high school Sunday Youth Group from the ( Read more... ) -
🎶I ain't got a heart of stone, I'm hurtin' more now than I've ever known.🎶
🎶If you mean the things you've said
I'm gonna wind up outta my head🎶
I've been attempting to get together with friends, avoid problem children and search for work so I can get the fuck away from said childish types. So far, I'm finding myself confused and confounded by the changes in the job search, frustrated by the over-neediness and backhanded ( Read more... ) -
🎶Create in me a clean, clean heart; Create in me a work of art.🎶
I wrote something down the other day, after a waking dream I had, then did a piece of art to go with it. I had put together a few ideas, but this one I did like best, and got agreement from others, so it's what I'm working with.
🎶Create in me a miracle
Something real and something beautiful.🎶
At the dawn of the first morning the Divine had created, ( Read more... )
