Please please please- before you read this: understand that I am writing for the sake of getting things out of my head. I'm not planning a pity party, and I don't need one either. If you think I'm looking for pity or sympathy, don't bother reading. If you'd like to read for the sake of seeing the human condition of people with mental disease, go ( Read more... )

-Kevin, my real father
-Elora and how she amazes me
-The refound relationship with my paternal family
-Jamie
-My parents and their predicament
-Post Partum body
-My own home
-My In-Laws
-David Byers, R.I.P., and my new found hatred of the american war(not that it didn't exist previously)

Elora-Lane is 3 weeks old today. The last three weeks have been tiring, but every yawn has been well worth the glory that is that little girl ( Read more... )

Ok, so! She finally made her grand entrance in to this world, and well, out of my belly ( Read more... )

I'm one day passed my due date and there's no sign of this little one coming out soon ( Read more... )

I feel such overwhelming anxiety when I look at my ticker and it tells me '3 days to go!'. What a lie! This baby is no where near being here in three days ( Read more... )

Before I rant, I will acknowledge the fact that this baby will come when she's ready. I understand and accept that, but I still have a right to be unhappy about it ( Read more... )

The movie Slither is fucking disgusting and its grossing the hell out of me.

Living with any in-law would come with a series of complications. I don't imagine it would be easy for any one ( Read more... )

So after 30 weeks of being sure I was having a boy on instict, I was proven wrong! We're having a girl ( Read more... )