a "friend" or so i thought, flat out lied to my face ( Read more... )

one time tyler said he thought my problem was that i am in love.

i think that my problem is that i am not in love. with anything.
if only i could figure that out.

don't want it. it won't go away. what do i do?

I had a full day ( Read more... )

do you ever look back on a span of time and think "what did i do for that whole month" or however long it was ( Read more... )

i thought about his hands today for awhile. they are small dextrous hands with slender fingers, which are spindly like a those a witch would have casting spells over her cauldran. only, there is no evil in these fingers - these hands know what they are doing. they are assured. they know where to go and what to do wherever they are. I'm almost sure ( Read more... )

School's about to start - i have a cough and i can tell i'm getting sick,. i dont quite know what to do about it.

ive learned a lot about life this summer.
i've still got a long ways to go.
dont we always have a long ways to go?

i was sitting outside having an identity crisis about how i think i'm not polite or feminine enough and i feel like none of my clothin fits right anymore, and i dont know what to do with my life, and i can't decide about my musical abilities - all while i was collecting cardboard with taylor for the recycling center. anyway, it got unbearably hot ( Read more... )

I'm just going to ahead and create a real journal entry. just to say what's been going on, no smoke and mirrors....or whatever ( Read more... )

so at this point, i've been home and back in action for 2 weeks - and i just caught myself checking flight prices on orbitz.com ( Read more... )