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tidings of comfort and joy...
seems like I've lost all sense of what that means
Today was a pretty trying day. I've discovered that I am a control freak. I tend to panic when I can't control things that go wrong. They're completely out of my control, but it still bothers the shit out of me. It just leads me to rethinking a lot of things going on in my life and that's not good.
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Grosky little beyoch!!
Dude...I seriously miss being 16. Wasn't it so much easier?
I saw a bunch of people from high school yesterday. Almost made me miss it.
Seeing everyone home from school is kinda a downer. Especially since I would've been graduating from college in May. I'm just a hairdresser. I feel like I can't tell anyone that without them thinking, "wtf?"
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Hey there mister muslim, merry fucking christmas
So...I've come to the conclusion, that no matter how hard I try, that the holidays will always make me feel like a Scrooge. It's inevitable. I simply cannot be happy about the demise of my checking account. I hate children...well, at least the ill-behaved little fuckers that run around the food court screaming at the top of their lungs. I can't ( Read more... ) -
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Soooo...work's going great, it's been pretty slow the past two days, but it'll pick up. I know it.
So!!! I know a few people have been asking when I'll be working. Truth is, since I only have my temporary license for now, I'm working under my manager Robin's license. I have to work when she works...so my schedule for the next week is as follows:
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Everything's Going So Well!!....
I graduate from school the 14th of September....so technically...I have seven days of school left....that makes me happy. I can't wait.
I'm looking at three salons right now...all of which I can transfer to another store in VA Beach when Adam and I get married and I move down here. I'm actually pretty happy I'm going to be living with my parents ( Read more... ) -
I let the anger go...
Lately I've been finding it hard to be around myself. I've turned into a boring, cynical...well, bitch. And then Friday night when I was fighing with Adam for no reason, I had a revelation...why in the fuck am I so angry?? Then I got to thinking even more...about how if I keep going down this destructive path, I'm going to destroy my relationship ( Read more... ) -
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Alright...
everything I can get done right now is done...so why is there a nagging feeling in the back of my head? anyway....the church AND reception hall is booked. April 21, 2007 at 2pm I will be a married woman. Yikes...that's scary huh??
my schedule's filling up again and I'm not even working. I'm overwhelmed with this wedding stuff. I just ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sorry I've been a sucky friend lately. All the phone calls I didn't return...all the plans I've dropped. I don't know...everything's getting a bit overwhelming STILL...and even after I quit my sucky job.
My little Molly dog may be getting put to sleep tomorrow. She's been having some kidney problems. They've run a few tests on her and tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
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I have so much to do...like every minute of the day is taken lately, and that kinda depresses me lol. At least I've had a nice little weekend to relax...now it's back to business. I'm not keeping up with my monthly checklists on planning the wedding ( Read more... ) -
YAY!!!
So Adam and I are getting married!!!!
Yep...he proposed...and I realized I really haven't written anything other than a short, to the point myspace bulletin. But yes...we are officially engaged. My ring is at the jewelers' being sized and I'll get it back on Monday...so be on the lookout for pictures, either myspace or here.
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