Funny how things change
and yet don't.
It is getting easier somehow.
I find myself more at peace with my decisions.
I don't question myself so much.
Things I always believed in are coming to fruition.

And it's me.
With my life, the way I want to live it.

And this feeling washes over me
in a way I cannot describe.

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I do the same things...
I make the same mistakes.
I've evolved a bit,
changed in several ways.

But some things stay the same.

I gotta grow up and move on.

Stop with the stupid shit.
A story is just that
made up and full of nonsense.

I need to focus more on my real life.

Hours spent
catching up
looking into what's been
and what was.
Feeling that
somehow it was a good
thing, it was something
we both wanted.
Sparks.
Other people noticed,
but we pretended it
never happened.
So I guess this is growing up....
But I would rather
look at what is happening
than ignoring
what's right in
front of your face.

Washing it out-
washing it over.

"I'll surprise you sometime...
I'll come around."

More of the rattle in my brain.
The messy torn up pulp that used to be my heart.
The burnt and calloused remains of my soul.

Evermore.

The mini episode is over,
coming to a close.
Nicely and neatly packaged.

But so many questions left unanswered.

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I woke up feeling lost.
My head swimming with things that I couldn't touch,
to vague to let me in
but troubling to my soul.
I want it to be different
somehow I feel like it is.
The comfort in the honesty and realism.
The pain in the lack of details.

It will be fine, I just often have moments like this...

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